Zero Gravity

Pretentiousass was absent today! :D However, Sulkyboy decided to eat lunch in our air-conditioned class and totally ruined whatever good mood I had earlier. Steamed broccoli and beef wteff, one can only imagined the smell....

And no, it did not smelled delicious.

Was totally pissed off too later again when some pervert in my college tried to stare down my neckline as I walked past him to the parking lot *fumes* He was on the phone the whole time and when I walked past he totally leaned his head over to my side WTEFF before I realized what he was doing and brandished my thick till can die Japanese textbook at his head menacingly. Still very very angry about the whole incident.

Anyways, went for a haircut this afternoon at the hair salon a block down my place cuz even if she isn't an expert in Japanese hairstyles and could never get the thinning out part right, she is the cheapest and when you are a poor college student like me, every penny counts ok.

Regretted asking her to cut my bangs shorter because it looked hella chio a minute ago before I opened my mouth to ruined everything :C Cuz I didn't like how it kept getting in my eye but given a choice between chioness or practicality, I'll take the former okay *shallow*

My dyed hair which hardly makes a difference unless I'm directly under the sun T__T And yes, I can see very well for myself that my face is like effing round already ok T____T

Spent half the afternoon aimlessly surfing the net and came across this picture:

HAHAHA THE JOY OF SUCKING ON BALLS INDEED HAHAHAHAHA YOU HAVE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME HAHAHAHA WAS THE PERSON WHO WROTE THIS ON CRACK AH HAHAHA *dies*

Gonna see the dermatologist tomorrow to fix my face once and for all so I will achieve baby smooth skin *determined like anything* Will probably suffer severe breakouts for 6 months before it all clears up like its supposed to haih am wondering how I can get away with being a hikikomori for that long....

Mummy's birthday is tomorrow too and I am gonna bake her those Japanese sponge cake with cream and strawberries like you always see in dramas so cross your fingers and hope that I'll get it right ♥

The reason for my lack of blogging lately is because...

...of the tons of assignments.

OK THAT'S A LIE. Well, half of it. Cuz technically I still have a few more papers and exams to go but that isn't the main reason cuz I find myself having a reasonable amount of free time every now and then and refuse to put them to good use like idk, writing my paper maybe so I can stop whining away about it.

But the real reason I'm not blogging lately is because, like what I told Ammy a few minutes ago, I am slowly becoming a shallow vapid airhead ah where all my free time is either spent shopping/browsing online, reading reviews on said shop items or perusing those beauty blogs discussing the latest nail art or makeup. Or! Trying out my online shopping buys or the latest beauty technique I'd just read.

I have no idea what is going on with NEWS or BigBang (actually this one I do, their new Japanese single My Heaven is out and TaeYang is so damn gorgeous in it and GD's long hair, shitty as it is, is so much love when tied up mmm) or any dramas whatsoever so no I won't be updating on any of these. So much for thinking I could rely on fandom to keep my blog alive. Fandom just bores me nowadays.

I have like a ton and I do mean A TON of backdated pictures to uhm edit and resize but like I am so lazy to do so and promise myself I will get to it during the summer when my entire family goes back to Malaysia for the holidays, leaving me behind here. Very alone. And very likely to end up with tons more of shopping goods and goodness knows what wah I am starting to fear for myself. But the bright side would be me becoming super damn skinny because I would be so lazy to cook and would just eat salad everyday. Or fruits. lol.

So yeah, I doubt you want to hear me ramble about lip stains (I mean the cosmestic product and not what you find on your cheating bf's shirt collar wteff) or eyeliner or shoes hence the dead blog. Unless you do then I shall ramble on to earth's end :D

Anyway, a slew of vapid pictures to end this vapid post wteff:

Florescent lights are so much love because they make me look like Snow White ♥

Awesome bronze lipstick I bought online which would be perfect for Summer~♪

Pink french tips with glitter.

Sigh, I am slowly turning into a bimbo wteff.

Aloha Sunday

So two Sundays before was Aloha Sunday at my parent's church and so I went there in favor of my usual church cuz I heard there was fooood :D

Obviously we had to dress up but I'd left my grass skirt back in Msia so I had nothing to wear. I tried going around town the day before looking for something Hawaiian cuz die die I will live up to my hometown some way or another ok.

But there was nothing :C

Thankfully I found this floral wraparound skirt I bought in Melaka lying around in my closet Sunday morning and wore that instead ^^

All I lack is a hibiscus in my ear ah. But I wouldn't dare snip off flowers by the roadside and risk getting fined ok.

Technically, my sister's dress is more coral instead of Hawaiian but whatever ok, that is the only beach dress I have left.

They promised us Hawaiian food and so I was expecting sweet taro or like a Kalua Pig *wishful thinking* but what we got was this:

SUCH LIES AH. They think they can cheat me hah? And that sushi is so obviously Japanese ah wteff. The rest were typical chinese food ish.

The only Hawaiian thing was probably the watermelon ok.

And I want to rant!

Cuz there is this boy server ah who is like damn ridiculous ok and served like 1/4 OF A SPOON OF MACARONI SALAD ( A QUARTER SPOON OK WTEFF!!!) cuz he was afraid it wouldn't be enough for the entire congregation, which was only like 40 mind you, omg I nearly asked him if this was a joke but he refused to look into my eyes so I couldn't say anything.

A QUARTER SPOONFUL EAT WHAT LAH OK. Like 3 macaroni pieces omg does he even have brains.

And then guess what? Yes, there was like 3/4 of the salad left over and guess how much he got for himself? LIKE HALF A PLATEFUL OK ISH WHAT MAKES HIM THINK THAT IF HE LIKES IT SO MUCH OTHERS WON'T TOO?

3 macaroni pieces....

The stupidity of the world never cease to amaze me wteff.

Oh and I now understand why some crazy people change their nail polishes everyday cuz omg its so addictive when you have like tons of colors to play with!

NYX Baby Blue as base with Sally Hansen White polish for the floral design. The blue polish is actually Ammy's (bought it for her) but the lovely girl let me used it first ♥

My current nail color:

NYX Poppy with a layer of Princess Glitter on top because I thought it looked too plain by itself and I was lazy to konad anything on.

Can't really see the glitter here but omg its so pretty in real life! Especially when the light hits it ♥

Went online shopping again (stupid memorial sales how you make me fall) and bought a pair of wedges for the summer and a pair of golden stilettos because I am serious lacking in heels as I spent all money on boots ever since I got here. Am waiting for it to arrive any day now ^^v

I am seriously gonna die at this rate. My bank account I mean.

Am in the proccess of trying to get this job at a retail store in this mall aiyer this job would probably end up being the express way to bankruptcy ah so pray that I'll get it yo. I need the money to fund my education too ok cuz my summer Japanese class cost me 1000 BUCKS OK CAN DIE AH.

PS: I now say 'ah' way too much thanks to Ammy.

One Love, One Shot, Its All We Ever Got

✿ My college is currently having an anti-abortion campaign and while I am all for pro-life, I seriously do not need to see a picture of a decapitated fetus blown up to 5O FEET TALL WTH. *scarred for life*

✿ Anyway, my NYX haul and fauxnad plates just came in the other day and after testing everything, I'd say its money well spent :D I regret not buying the whole range of lipsticks and eyeshadow ok because its awesome to the max.

Ammy is so gonna kill me after seeing this cuz guess who gave her a lecture on the evils of online shopping 2 weeks ago *shifty eyes*

✿ DIY Hello Kitty fauxnad nails ♥

Its my first time konading so yes, its a lil messy. Guess I have to re-do them over the weekend :|

I spend way too much time doing frivolous stuff instead of studying wteff. But pretty things makes me happy :D And a happy me is a productive me I lie. I cannot stop looking at my nails every few seconds while studying plus I'm like top in all my classes still so no worries yet ^^

✿ Saw this on top of the fridge and thought it was cute:

My youngest sis is so passive-aggressive notes worthy lol XD

✿ Some beautifully arranged fruit platter a neighbor gave us in exchange for the laksa we gave them lol. I think I love my new neighbors more ♥ But I miss Caleb like crazy :C

✿ Nah Ammy, pic of my boots which you wanted to see since like forever:

Why do I look so stumpy here? *glares at 2nd sis* I am somewhat sulking in the pic cuz you do not know the amount of begging I had to go through to get lousy 2nd sis to snap a pic of my boots.

✿ I am freaking out now cuz I'd just looked in the mirror and noticed that my right eyelid is getting droopier omg is this because of my constant eye-glue usage T____T Am gonna switch back to tape from now onwards before my lids completely fold over wteff.

✿ YAY I got selected for the short summer stay at UC Berkeley this June so lalala I'll be off to NorCal then. Hopefully this experience would up my chances of getting in...

✿ Just bought a HDMI cable so yay I get to oogle at HotReno and PrettyBoyCloud in super HD this weekend ♥♥♥ Yes, Advent Children Complete is out on torrent already so go download :)

HAHAHA cute Reno comic I found. Square Enix should so make another FF7 movie okay *____*

Oh wait I forgot I have a retreat up at Big Bear this weekend so I guess HotReno would just have to wait...

I know my blog is somewhat dead but life is just crazy right now to the point I'm no longer in fandom anymore and has since given up on every one of them including jdramas cuz there just isn't enough time these days. I'm barely online too and all free time is spent listening to oldies music while relaxing with friends and family omg is this a sign of old age wteff （T.T）

I miss my hairdresser :C

Why are there like no decent hairdressers here that doesn't cost an arm and a leg. Oh and preferably one who can give me those pretty hairstyles as seen in Japanese fashion magazines?

So I went to a nearby hairdresser today and gave them this pic as reference:

thinking that the very least they can do is follow a picture plus its only layers anyway and maybe a few blasts of hot air from the hair blower but no. Instead what I got was this:

Damn sad I tell you. She completely snipped off all my curls and blew it friggin straight. Oh ok, nearly straight then. No thinning out of the hair too whatsoever T____T

Haa...I only hope I can salvage it with the curler tomorrow :C I miss Ah Choo back in Kuching and wish I was damn rich so I can fly her here and make her my personal hairdresser.

Oh! Bought new sunnies too cuz classes start tomorrow and I need one to shield me from the sun and stupid people :D No, not those branded ones yet because I am still unwilling to part with my newly gotten money and shall only buy one when I get like 5000 bucks. Yes I know I am being what 2nd sis call 'ridiculously idiotic' because I only need 150 bucks for one but HELLO IT'S A PRECAUTION SO I DON'T GET BROKE OKAY.

Dark brown cuz everyone said it suits me better than black. damnit. Was actually looking forward to buying black kinds cuz I think it look way more stylish. And also mysterious, like you're hiding part of yourself from the world :D And to give off the illusion of having beautiful eyes which I do not have :DD Oh and also easier to pretend that you did not see those people handing out fliers that would only end up as rubbish in your bag :DDD

But I love this one lots still because HA IT'S STILL DARK ENOUGH TO HIDE MY EYES ♥

Sunnies = Cheaper alternative to eyelid surgery wth :DDDDDD

Well, until you take it off lol.