Murder and Mysteries

Why do I have a penchant for murder mysteries and shows like CSI yet hate the very image of blood and feel faint at the sight of a scraped knee?

Am I not normal? Being frightened yet drawn to it at the same time?

The CSI series and Agatha Christie books are taking a toll on me.....

Am starting to have nightmares of dead corpses appearing in the middle of happy dreams. It's like I'm swimming happily in a pool and wth a corpse suddenly floated up *shivers*

But those books are too addictive to give up ne.....