Guys Are Like Candies

It's sickening how nearly every single spare minute doing nothing, my thoughts would automatically drift to him.....*tOoT it*.......I hate life sometimes....

Guys are like candies. They're sweet at times and have the ability to cheer you up but thn too much sweetness ain't gud for u... Just like how too much candy isn't good for you either. They give you only a moment of happiness before leaving you to suffer pain from cavities. Same with some guys...Those who treat you soOoOo nice and are overly sweet to you, only to come up later with some really LaMe excuses to leave you cuz they couldn't take the heat. JerK.

Too much sweetness isn't always good for your heart.....

Partly, I blame myself for this mess I've gotten into. For 4 yrs I was wary of his "charming" ways and always wrote him off as a vain player. I've heard many girls including my best fren who simply adores him b4...and who all end up heartbroken somewhere along the way. I admit he got pro flirting skills that says all the right compliments and words at the right time and makes you think u're special.

Then stupid lil me decided to play with fire for fun this year. Somehow thanks to him and my "dear" frens who always pressure me into making me feel guilty, I let my guard down and trusted him for once. BiG MiStAKe. In the end I'm left with all the blame on actions I NEVER committed and a deep deep wound in my heart.

Yea, go ahead....act all innocent to your frens, make it seem like I'm unreasonable and wrong...If I wasn't wrong it was you who gave me numerous tension, just dun greet you with enthusiasm and I'm bombarded with phone calls on what wrong with me. And now you say I gave you pressure....aww go jump in the sea....

Swallowed my pride and apologize for what I also dunno, just to make you and everyone happy and now you don't ignore me. So I'm nothing to you now eh? Seeing you sometimes just make me wanna scream and hit you with a hammer over and over again then maybe you'll understand a little on the pain I have to endure day after day.

The game I want most this Christmas.....

2nd lesson....Boys who try to convince you that their love are sincere and not like other "worldly" love and never show it can go sign up with boybands like Westlife for all I frickin' care. Then together they can happily sing stupid songs like "I lied, treated you like an object, I'm wrong, take me back cuz I can't live without you"....Bah, if I were their gf I'll take their guitar and smash it on their frickin' heads.

But thank goodness for some of the decent guys still left, like some of my friends who are nothing but caring, guess life isn't so bad after all......